Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Surgery maybe early next week
Yesterday Dr.Craig told me he had spoken to the surgeon, Mr. Gladstone and they agreed that Dounya might have her surgery as soon as early next week..all depending of course how well she will be. Since I have heard this news I try to cope will all kind of feelings...happiness, fear,relief, fear,fear and fear.I AM TERRIFIED!!! But I know she needs this surgery and if all goes well she will be a healthy baby who doesn't have to fight so hard anymore.The day itself will be difficult because Jamal can not be with me, he needs to stay with our other kids. That is the problem when you don't have a support network of family around you. I will just try to be strong and face it, praying she will get through it as good as possible.It will be the best ever Christmas present!!
I really hope it will be done next week so Dounya can have a brand new start in 2009!